It was whiskers in my ear
that woke me. I was still in Muunas’s
hand and the sun was risen by the light, but not yet high enough to burn down
on me. My skin didn’t hurt anymore and
my eyes were all right and not seeing afterimages of the sun-disk over everything.
The whiskers. I was warm and had what felt like a fur
blanket over me. I opened my eyes to
look straight up into the breast-feathers of one of the white Temple eagles
perched on Muunas’s fingertips over my head. Its crest was up and it mantled a
bit and shifted, finger-long silvery claws scratching the marble.
I tried to turn my head but
my hair was held. I managed to raise my head a trifle and realized that my hair
was full of Risae’s rats, and mice, and I could hear her kittens purring,
around my feet. It had been a mouse or… one of Anae’s ferrets who had sniffled
in my ear.
I had one of Aras’s hounds
across my feet and a pair of Dimae’s white and gold dogs across my chest and
stomach. Selinae’s marble hair wove
across the Temple space and made a halo for Muunas and in the strands above me,
Doof sat, a scarlet patch in the middle of all the white. I was lucky none of the birds had chalked on me.
I was able to move before
the sun rose and I would have to take my place again, for the Gods had only
begun to answer. I shifted and the
kittens complained and set tiny claws against my calves and toes and I tried
not to swear or giggle and finally said. “I thank you all, for keeping me safe
and warm here, creatures of the Ten, but I need to get up.”
I had one mouse that wouldn’t
leave, clinging to my hair, tail curled around my ear, while the wave of fur
and feathers slowly evaporated, clicking or flying or skittering away to their priests and dekinae keepers, enough to let me up.
I hadn’t drunk anything the
day before, and didn’t need to empty my bladder. I sat up in Muunas’s palm and
checked myself over.
My skin was tan as a solas on campaign, but I wasn’t burned
raw the way I’d thought. I felt… all right. The choir, whose members changed slowly over
the day and the night, were still singing and the sound reverberated through
me. I gazed out over the sanctuary at all the people sitting in the pews,
singing with the choir, or merely bearing silent witness. Lain’s water cart sat at Muunas’s feet, the
donkey no longer in its traces.
I shook my head at them all
and resolutely lay down once more, as the first rays of the sun touched my
head.
**
Where are You? The fields and barns are empty. The
mill stands idle, the water sluices closed. The stable doors hang open and herds
wander unsupervised. Where is Imbas? Where is Oas?
The tack-room door is open and a murmur of Voices
calls me. Imbas and Oas sit on white
blankets thrown over bales of straw. They’re drinking beer and have been for a
while from the evidence of empty amphorae scattered around Their divine feet. The two of them ignore the scattered Sha
pieces on the brick, the inlaid board for playing ‘Mill’ at Oas’s elbow.
They’re giggling with one another, playing ‘Comb, Fan,
Glove’ bare handed, and Oas slaps Imbas’s winning comb away, thumps his elbow
on the table demanding “Thumb-wrestle!”
“What on the Earthsphere are You both DOING?!” I
exclaim and then clap my hands over my mouth. What was I doing, demanding
anything of the Gods? They turn bright and burning eyes on me.
“Playing,” Imbas says and waves an expansive hand. “The
women are cleaning again.”
“So…” I shake my head.
“It’s not right that I ask such questions.” I get down on the stable
floor, on my knees and begin picking up scattered game pieces from the
floor. It’s not just Sha. There’s Mrik
pieces, Steeplechase horses from Tor Ench, People-Building figurines from Haiu
Menshir, Word Tiles from Yeola-e, Niah balancing Nikus.
“The cases for them are here,” I see a wall of games
standing empty. And I look at the mess all around my feet. The pieces aren’t whole, some have been stepped on, driven into the dirt floor; some nearly crushed. I carefully begin putting the damaged pieces aside, sorting them into their slots in their
cases. There is a whole ‘Empire Builder’ game with a miniature of Arko and a sand table where one can make a landscape
before pouring water into it from one end.
There’s a miniature Temple and though it has shiny new
parts there’s big parts of it broken off and I can see the winding mechanism is
jammed. I pick up the jeweller’s tools and gently take the cover off, and begin
taking the mechanism apart.
I did that with one of my machines when I was young,
and cried when I couldn’t get it back together.
Father had just ordered it fixed, but I had sat at the maker’s elbow and
watched as he’d put things right.
“Am I helping?” I ask, laying out screws the thickness
of eyelashes. “Or am I just making things worse? I don’t know how this works, but I can see
where it’s not meshing. This… here… is broken into a hundred pieces.”
“You are helping.
We shall clean these parts. You’ll take them to Mikas when it’s all
apart.”
“All right.”